Adolescent Effusive

Rumination

Top Few Stupidest Reactions to Zac's Death I've Heard:
1. I heard this rumor that Zac's dead...Is that true? It is? I'm sorry. Just checking. Bye. GO TO HELL! You fill me with more hate than I've felt for all people I've encountered ever. I'm so glad that you knew I'd be greiving and you put your curiousity ahead of that. That's real cute.
2. I guess it was just his time. Fuck you, no one's time is when they're 16. You didn't even know him, cold, heartless, bastard. I hope the stupidity of that slaps you in the face one day and you can't shake the guilt no matter what you do.
3. Julia, I think you're biting off more than you can chew. Yea, because she schedueled Zac's death on the day before her music theory lesson. She said to herself, "I think I can handle this this week..." and now she's saying, "Shoot, that was a silly move. I guess I'll have to rescheduel for tomarrow." I used to respect you. Now I don't know what I think.
4. Did you girls have fun at your sleepover last night? Yea, we had a grand blast. We decided to get together on a school night just to paint each other's nails and talk about what a qt Ashton Kutcher is and used Zac's death as an excuse. For Zac's sake...SHUT UP. You have no idea what kind of pain we are all going through. I'm sure you would have said that if you'd seen how we felt like our bodies were being ripped apart because we couldn't breathe, our heartrates were out of control and we were making sounds that we'd never heard in person before. We definately loved having to hear the people we love most in so much pain we can't bear it.

Unless you've felt like there's a box around your heart that just barely fits it and every time your heart beats it outgrows the box and it causes you to feel like your heart can't beat even one more time, don't say anything to me about Zac.

"Although I can't imagine how, I hope you're happy right now."~Defying Gravity, Wicked

posted by M.Jazz @ 5:51 PM