Memorandum
A few pieces of news:
1. Lately, when I'm tired, I feel like I'm falling apart. My head hurts like a bitch, it gets hard to breathe, and my heart pounds. It's all very pleasant.
a. I got my blood drawn because I'm sick of this.
b. Apparently there might be something wrong with my thyroid.
i. I have to get my blood tested again next month.
ii. I don't think it's a big deal. Just metabolism stuff.
iii. This would make sense, because I have little to no energy at all times.
2. I'm not in the mood to walk around the city today.
3. I have to shower, because Laura and Lucas are coming over in an hour.
4. My mom thinks that my chest feels tight and my heart feels heavy because I'm grieving. I believe her, because when I really miss Zac, these symptoms become a lot worse. I equate it to something like extreme panic.
5. It is said that the 3-6 month grieving period is the hardest. This is proving itself to be true. Only 2 more months left of this period. Hopefully.
6. I'm in love with Jacob M. Fox
7. I have a lot of homework this week.
8. I am looking forward to Tuesday very much.
posted by M.Jazz @ 1:55 PM
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