So, I felt good yesterday.
And I was thinking, "Am I avoiding my feelings?" And I'm a strong believer in facing up to feelings and just dealing with them. So I was like, "Hm. I wonder how listening to this CD will make me feel."
Consequently, I feel like shit. I can't cry. I can just crumple up in a ball and feel this heaviness in my chest.
posted by M.Jazz @ 7:11 AM
To be concise, I can't feel something without describing it. Probably, this is due to some sort of traumatic experience I had in the womb. I hate the expression, "She wears her heart on her sleeve." It makes the subject sound weak and whiny. I concede that I am both of these things, but I don't like to come right out and say it...mostly because I'm an arrogant fool. I'd rather refer to myself as effusive. If you'll sit a while and read, I'm sure you'll agree.
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