Adolescent Effusive

Core Meltdown in 5..4...

I'm exhausted, stressed, and unusually gassy. I'm not sure about how I feel about the latter. Actually yes I do, I'm ashamed. I eat too much fruit!
Practice today bombed but I had fun anyway. It's all giving me such a head and heart ache and I'm glad that it's almost over. However, I am so grateful to have been a part of it. I formed so many bonds with people and it really helped to be in a place that really missed and longed for Zac just as much as I did every day. One of the few places where his absence isn't ignored.
Senor Winger and I have spent some time outside of class talking about when he used to live in Vermont and regularly go to Smuggler's Notch. I suppose he's an all right guy. If you take him at face value and disregard the few really offensive things he's said, he's a good guy. He's trilingual, he'd have to be.
So excited for the ensuing girly sleepover tomarrow!!!!! BFFs 4eva!
I wish someone would pick up his phone...
And I wish someone else would stop tantalizing my best friend. Although, I don't know how that display of nipplery and jutting ribs could be considered "tantalizing."

posted by M.Jazz @ 9:53 PM