Adolescent Effusive

The Micellaneous Parts Drawer

I'm nearly positive that I misspelled Micellaneous. And now I've misspelled misspelled.
Muh.
So, I've moved to start excersizing again.
Reasons:
1. I am so effing... wound up... and I've heard that excersize helps.
2. I can't get to sleep at night. Ever.
3. I'm stressed and getting chunky.

Mind you, I love being a fattie, but, eventually, eating like I weigh 430 pounds is going to catch up with me. Let me remind you guys: I have never had an eating disorder nor the motive to have one. I think skinny girls are ugly. Not kidding. I think they look like men. I'm just looking to FEEL better physically. I think I look just fine.
In other news, I made ________ cry today. I'm so sick of being made into the villian in every situation. No one sticks up for me. Everyone thinks I'm the beast because I'm the angry one, not the weepy one. And honestly, I wish I were exaggerating but I really didn't do ANYTHING. It was all a fucking misunderstanding and I'm so sick of people misreading me. Honestly. I know that I'm sometimes too rough and sarcastic. I understand this. It's a problem I have and try to avoid. And I really did today. Whenever I take the smile out of my voice and speak in a clear, calm fashion, people think I'm attacking them. No, my friend, who are the one who is attacking me with your ungrounded assumptions that I'm a bitch to the core and have no consideration for the people around me. Get off of my back.
In this case, I conjure the words of wisdom of my beloved locker-mate, "This school sucks. I need to get laid." I'm not saying that I just want to fuck around and avoid my classmates. I just love the honesty and no-nonsense attitude of that statement. I LOVE honest people, and she's honest. Probably a lot of people read that and went, "Wow, what a loser! She's so negative and all she wants is sex!" No, she's not. She was just frustrated and let her imediate reaction come out and she wasn't ashamed of it. She's not hurting anyone. She's stating what is obvious and reasonable to her. Please go cry.
Also, I'm really tired of hearing cnn make money off of the Peterson family's horrific experience with murder and their feeble attempt to put their lives back together. I am never becoming a journalist. Nor shall I marry one or allow my children to become one. The media is so corrupt I can hardly stand it. I just want ot write and angry letter to cnn. They showed a clip of Lacey's mom crying her eyes out. What kind of unfeeling human puts that on TV for the whole frocking nation to see? *involuntarily throws up*

posted by M.Jazz @ 11:03 PM