Saturday, March 05, 2005

Last night, Sarah and Julia and I were in Julia's computer room. All we'd done was buy something on ebay, eat dinner, and complain about stupid women.
My stomach hurt and I was bored. I started missing Zac a lot. And I just wanted Jacob to be laying next to me, falling asleep in spite of everything going on around him. I also wanted Zac to be going through the drawers in the computer room going, "Hoooooooo!" And I wanted Keight to be lifting herself off of the floor with her compressed methane gas.
I wanted those three people to be with me so bad. I was getting real cranky. I was so mad that Sarah, Julia, and I had nothing to say to each other. We weren't doing anything.
Then I looked up and saw the color of Sarah's messy excuse for a bun making her sweatshirt look even more gray and Julia's blonde hair forming a perfect circle around her downward facing face. That's what made me remember that I love them no matter what we do.
I'm glad that something somewhere doesn't allow me to be a cranky bitch all the time. Something let me see those images and remind me of how good I have it.
Even so, I would've been nice to have even one of the three missing parties there.

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