Adolescent Effusive

Black/White

I am definately at home and happy when....
-I'm drifting in and out of consciousness by light of the blue Hanuhkah lights and a just-the-right-size boy dusted with fresh snow slips underneath the quilt I made him and kisses my cheek.
-I'm flanked by Carissa Bailey and Melissa Affuso and they're just surrendering themselves to laughter.
-I'm being a total fattie with Sarah and the whole Spanish class knows it.

I am most definately not happy when...
-People ask me if I'm friends with them. What am I supposed to say? No? Lemme alone. I'm staying in my BSP, Jacob, Vincent, Carissa, and Melissa bubble for the rest of my life. I refuse to explain myself when that many people don't need an explanation. You missed the boat. Should've build a more real friendship with me when I wasn't so incomplete instead of just basing your opinion of me on the times when I stick up for what I think is right. I'm not always that corageous. I need support, too.

posted by M.Jazz @ 5:20 PM