Cuddlitos
Cuddlitos is a word my family has made up. It has something to do with the word cuddle, little kids, a blanket, and our Spanish descent. ito=suffix for little in Spanish. Cuddlitos. Little cuddle....only it means like...little kids are small, so they cuddle small...Also, it has the word toes in it, and all 4 Duff children had this odd fixation with rubbing their toes on blankets. Hence, Cuddlitos.
What made me think of this is the fact that Sarah and I can lay on a couch like we're "in like" with each other and not think a thing of it. She'll just flop over on me and I'll shift to be comfortable and put my arm around her and she'll play with my hair. You have no idea how much I appreciate this. She's just like, "I know you're a jerkface sometimes, but you're warm and misunderstood, so I'm gonna lay all over you. " Her dad's all, "What's going on here?" C'mon, me and Sarah are frickin' married. I can't ever leave her, ever. And I don't want to. My husband is just going to have to love her. Only not as much as me, because I'm a jealous bitch.
Brian Winger=creepy. He called me a princess today. Uuuum! The thing is, I always just go along with him when he makes me feel uncomfortable because he looks so amused that I don't want to spoil his fun. It sounds really dumb, but I just feel like I shouldn't do that. I'm a wimpy girl.
Honestly, though, I can't say, "You make my skin crawl" to my teacher, particularly not in front of the entire class and when I have 2/3 of a year left in his class.
I feel like I'm being a shitty person because I'm throwing my integrity out the window. I'm all, "If something bad is up, I say so." I think I'm much better at sticking up for myself rather than other people. This depresses me greatly.
Fuck you, Senor.
posted by M.Jazz @ 11:20 PM
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