Monday, January 17, 2005

Quel DUMB

This is the CD I made. I was listening to it in the shower and just started crying. Am I this much of a fetus? This has got to stop.

1. "In my heart, it's the five of us."
2. "I wake up, thoughts of you tattooed to my mind as I wonder what to wear, what to eat, who to be, will I see you again? And as my car breaks down, I shake my head and say, 'What a day.' If you only knew."
3. "So lonely inside; so busy out there. And all you wanted was somebody who cares. I'm sinking slowly, so hurry home. Your hand is all I have to keep me holding on. Please can you tell me, so I can finally see where you go when you're gone?"
4. "I listen to my words, but they fall far below. I let my music take me where my heart wants to go."
5. "It's time now, to see now, that the story never ends. Let's celebrate, remember a year in the life of friends."
6. "Though its not easy to tell you goodbye, I'll take a chance, take a risk, make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun."
7. "You'll be in my heart, no matter what they say. You'll be here in my heart, always. Why can't they understand the way we feel? They just don't trust what they can't explain."
8. "The worst is over. You can have the best of me. We got older, but we're still young."
9. "Baby, baby, baby...When all your love is gone, who is gonna save me from all I'm up against out in this world?"
10. "I'm through accepting limits because someone says they're so. I'm going to try defying gravity."
11. "When you miss a day with your friends, your whole life's a drag. "
12. "Ever since I tried trying not to find every little meaning in my life, it's been fine; I've been cool with my new golden rule. Numb is the new deep. Done with the old me. And talk is the same cheap it's been. Is there a God?Why is he waiting?Don't you think of it odd when he knows my address?"
13. "Baby, you're all that I want when you're lying here in my arms. I'm finding it hard to believe we're in heaven."
14. "I want you to believe in me. I want so much so bad. I've always been with you. Give all that's within you. Be my savior and I'll be your downfall. Yea, be my savior. Only love can save us now. Oh, save me now."
15. "Sew this up with threads of reason and regret, so I will not forget. I will not forget how this felt one year, six months ago, I cannot forget. I cannot forget. I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do. Follow me there, a beautiful somewhere, I place that I can share with you."
16. "Here I rest. Disappointment and regret collide when I lie awake at night."
17. "I don't wanna talk about it. I just want to cry in front of you because I'm in love with you."
18. "When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love, you'll understand what I mean when I say there's no way we're gonna give up. And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams, Is there anyone out there? 'Cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe."
19. "Tonight I watched the lights go out in your house, wondering how I could get so deep, and you could still get sleep. In vain, I blame my trembling on the cold air, but I can't hide that I relied on you, like yellow does on blue. And you're my Good Feeling. I'm kneeling. Inside a room, she paints me blue. And you are my reason for BREATHING."



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