I feel so fuckin GOOD!
Oh my goodness. I don't know what it is. I just...wow. I just feel incredible.
Last night was the BSP Minus Methane (I supplied it, don't worry Keight-e, we were thinking of you) sleep OVER. I love Sarah and Julia more than...those two pudding cups I had in direct succession. And trust me, those were good.
I just can't describe the amazing feeling that they give me. It's this feeling of total honesty and acceptance. I don't feel like I have to prove anything to them and that I'm okay the way I am. And I know exactly what they think of me, especially Sarah and we're all okay with the fact that we cant stand each other sometimes. And the fact that we can't makes our friendship stronger, because we laugh about it all the time.
Jewlya went to bed because she had a rough week and Sarah and I were like "Okay, we'll be in the bonus room." The bonus room is like a satelite Vermont. Its that security feeling. We pulled out the sofa bed and put our 16 blankets on it and crawled in and were planning on sleeping, but this is what happened. F is me, R is Sarah. Don't question it.
F: "So....you know."
R: "How are things going for you?"
F: *thinks* "Fine. Fine, actually."
R: "That's good."
silence
F: "Actually, there's this vauge possibility that I'm *insert confession here*."
R: "I'm not surprised."
F: *burries self under covers* "Agh! I don't want to!"
Later on in the conversation
R: "So...I *insert big confession here*"
F: "Oh no! I was suspecting!
And the whole thing ensued into this stellar and 100% honest conversation about...everything that's important to us this week. And we found that we have way too much in common at the current moment. And that we're ridiculous fools. Also, kids at our school are stupid for loving us. They have got to stop. Surely our scam for graduation will not turn anyone off, even though it should.
Hahahahaha.
Keight's birfday is this Friday!!!
posted by M.Jazz @ 1:41 PM
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